the man of my house

hah. i am not in my top mood and my eyes are pretty droopy cuz of lack of sleep so this entry will be short. real short. =) and today is really a special day for fathers. so...

BLESSED FATHER'S DAY!!

thank you daddy dearest for being such a wonderful daddy. tho i dissapoint you lots of times you never failed to love and care for me, providing me with all i need and for trusting me even though i am so untrustworthy at times. i love you daddy. *muacks*

the madness of football.

oh yes. football fever on with lots of droopy eyes and semangated spirit over the countries they support. i am really really very impressed on how one black-and-white ball with 22mens can impact the whole wide world. *very very impressed* well, i personally am not a football fanatic, and i do not insult football or find them boring,and yes i do not mind and find it rather enjoyable to watch a few matches, especially those with germany and england and holland. haha. and yes, i partly support germany (no specific reason tho).

but i guess ppl watch football for the excitement. yes, football is exciting because it is so unpredictable. yea, and most ppl are interested cuz they bet. oh well, or maybe it's just plain football. the talk of the month.

okay. enough of football. not a fan here. hehe. my holidays are gone! =( no more getting up late in the morns, lazing around having toooo much time to spend, going out shopping and movies with frens... oh well, the sad thing is that i fell sick during the hols! arghh!!! nvm, at least i got my bed to accompany me yea. =p

and i am stuck with a pile of workload! my research project is oh-so-stuck now. cuz of laziness. plain laziness. expected anyway. and i just hate the idea that we are forced to take moral studies for college. BORING BORING. yikez.

anyways, i wanna go watch tv. =) and all you football fans out there, have a great month watching and may your favourite team win! *hugz*

Had my mid term exams last week. seems like ages ago though. hah. maths and english was on my first day of exams. well, actually maths was kinda easy. really. =) and i like maths all the while. on the other hand, english, it wasn't that bad after all.but monash's standard of english is really high. so i think gotta buck up. yeap. apart from that was econs and accounts, which were fairly okay b'cus i enjoy those subjects.. but chem, oh yes, it's so dead. ahh! serious. haha. i guess two years in science stream didnt help me at all. *ish* anyway, here's the updates for the week.


saturday ,27th May, 2006

sweat plus mud

all geared up for my first hiking trip for the year! =) rar! hehe. actually because of the movie yesterday i didnt really pack. so i was underpack. all i had was a few packet of maggi, a can of luncheon meat, my sleeping bag, one sweater. i totally forgotten bout my extra shirt plus i didnt bring my penknife since i couldnt find it. oh well. really unprepared huh. but anyway, the hike was incredibly terrible. hah. cuz we hike up 1000+ meters, all steep road without flat roads. total hours spend- 8 hours. whoa! with loads of lil scratches and bites on my leg. my poor leg! plus loads of complaining too. hah. obviously. this bunch of unfit people climbing up such a steep mountain. spend the night up there in tents. with own cook food. guess it was the most delicious meal of maggi mee plus brahim's and luncheon. mMm. well, everything will taste good if you hike for eight hours and stranded in a jungle rite? xp

the next morning coming down was a better one. well. =) hah. half of us practically slip and slide down the whole way with all our butts. not me tho! heh. i didnt want to dirty my pants. well, in the end i did cause everyone slip and falls. plus my shoe grip totally gave in. so oh well.
lesson learnt. never wear shorts when going for a hike. plus bring loads of repellent. but i felt the sense of achievement of hiking all the way up. really proud! hah. should have seen all of us. all dusted with mud plus sweat. *glee* i am happy to be back in civilization now. *whee*


friday ,26th May, 2006

Live a life that matters

heh. so back to the holidays. yup. my first holidays officially started on friday,26th may. Due to lack of entertainment, i really thank bryant for the eleven episodes of "kioku- one litres of tears" he borrowed me for the holidays.

i tell you, the show is absolutely.. saddening plus meaningful.. really. good show. worth watching. i finished the whole eleven hours in a day. prove that it really is a show that's good. well, with lots of tissues and a swollen eye after that though. touching.

briefly, the show is about this girl, Ikeuchi Aya , having this incurable disease, a torturing disease that slowly sucks your life out. it starts out with having motor imbalance(not able to walk properly), then later can't write properly, cant swallow food and all. really sad. well, despite all this, this strong willed girl managed to impact others by writing.

it made me realise how fortunate i am to be just a healthy ordinary girl. sometimes we just take things for granted and always hoping for more. i guess there is a reason for everything to happen. go get the show and watch, and you will realize how powerful family love is, with support from friends can do to someone. how determination can touch others. enough said. ='(

of tickets and airport

you know, i just don't know. yesterday night i got emo again.
*ish* it kinda happens alot sometimes. bleukhz. =(
so yea. slept late staying up thinking of stuff and kinda studying too.
hmm. i sometimes wonder why all these things are happening.
i guess, it's partly my fault.

owh, and bryant is such a blur ding dong. pity him. yesterday, he called.

"hey roz, i called you so many times why never pick up?"
"huh? i just woke up. sorry le. i sleeping ma."
"owh okay. anyway, talk to me now? i am stuck in the bus on the way to KLIA."
"??? what? what you doing going there?"
"owh, cuz i need to buy a return ticket to indonesia for the holidays."
"oh okay, why can't you just do online booking or telephone booking?"
"i tried but cannot-la. anyway, how much is the cab back to sunway arr?"
"70 bucks wei. u serious arr?"
"what????? "

yea, blur bryant went all the way to KLIA to buy a ticket. then after that he found out that MAS was much more expensive than air asia. so he went all the way back to the old subang airport to get his ticket and finally took a cab back from there, 50 bucks. poor bryant. pity you. next time you could have ask me earlier rite??

anyway. i am supposed to study now. tmr's my mid term. buh bye.

p/s - i am driving to college tmr. *yay* x)

judgemental, isn't it?

ooo, i just realize i haven't blog for a month? been lazy to come online because i practically sleep whenever i get free time. *oops* *grins*

i just did my chem test. at 830 in the morning feeling so sleepy. wasn't at my top mood. reason? cause the smart me was watching tv after piano yesterday till eleven thirty knowing that they is test today. and after that.. i .. i ..fell asleep. =( boo. i was supposed to study!! aikz. but at least i am still able to do the test. but my hd hopes for this test? gone...

but life is great. i finally got approval from my daddy to drive alone. i can officially drive alone!! soon i'll be able to drive to college. i am estatic! okay, maybe not that estatic cuz i am starting to find that driving isn't such a fun issue, i'd rather be drive around. but still, more freedom! yup, and i am playing alot and watching loads of tv tho all the lil lil tests every week plus my mid course is next week. i guess i need to study hard. cuz i want my hd's. yeap. i want 'em. so the only way is to strive hard. over the weekend. my study weekend. but you know what? later i'll be going to asia cafe to chill. but i promised i will study tonight. ( provided i don't fall asleep, xp )

oh yea. i just get so irritated when people judge people based on what they wear. i mean, okay, i mean i do judge people sometimes that way, but then, you don't just look at people in this look in your eye. ( haha, i'm not talking about me, i just happen to observe people's reaction sometimes on the way they look at others. when i am bored) ah well, so much for that. i guess i should not be nosing around people's business, since you only create havoc instead of anything else.

owh. and i just found out my malaysian studies test is on the 26th may 06 - 430pm. what is that wei? what kind of timing. ish. but looking on the brighter side, i think i might go out for dinner after that, and maybe go walk around. it doesn't sound do bad after all, right?

anyway, i wanna head down to student centre. really bored facing the com for so long.

p/s: urgh. my skin hurts at my elbow. having some rashes. the skin got irritated. so pain. and red. =(

To be happy when u made someone's day

finally. after so so many days of not bloggin'. oh well, mother's day and my sister's burfday just passed. yup, so just here to wish-out-loud.

hAppiE buRpdAy sIstA n' ePpiE mOthEr's dAy

hehe, sunday was a nice one. cuz i got to eat secret recipe's chocolate indulgence. my sister's birthday cake. i feel quite bad for not getting her a prezzie. arghh. though i'll be getting her one soon, a belated but nice one. yeap.

i still can't believe that time goes by so so fast. my mid term is next week. whoa. and all the time i have been spending so much time idling away. thanks to my extremely lazy attitude. geez. and i am hooked up with sweet valley high's senior year series. just can't teat myself away from it. pretty bad but i just love reading romance novels, fiction. its better than chemistry and economics. well, its duh.

and i realized something. life isn't just for you to get stuff from ppl and be happy and think bout urself all the time. if you really wanna be happy, you've got to have an open mind, an open heart. imagine just giving a thought about ur closest loved ones and just doing a thoughtful thing can really cheer them up and,.. you will realize that you are genuinely happy when they appreciate what you did for them. yes. thought for others. i think i really should do more things like that. =)

anyway, i can't wait for my mid terms to end. gosh. i wanna shop! really really. i want a new handbag. a black or white one. and i want a new top. plus a new nike shoe. =p

when small things becomes big things..

just a random blog title because my mind is kinda blank now. yeap. many things happen lately. well, but so far my ups are more i guess, which means good thing rite. =) i am glad.

anyway, i was sick over the weekend, causing me a miserable weekend. especially on saturday. so monday i went to the doctor. yea. had to eat yucky yucky medicine. *yuck* but now i feel much better edi. and it feels good. =)

i dun have test this whole week. yes! i am happie. no need to study so hard. yea rite. haha. my mid terms are so near. scary. and i got two major project plus loads and loads of homework. gosh. yea. and smart me still love wasting time. chun eh?

heh. and on tuesday i went to pyramid with jordan. =) ate at dave's deli, his treat, my favourite lasagne. *yum* xp hehe. i love lasagne. so so nice and mouthwathering. i have a soft spot for all western dishes and coffee. really.

so 2006 is really passing by fast. havent really been digesting the happenings yet. heh. but life is indeed okay i guess. except that someone has to spoil it alil. whatever le. i'll get over it. with foosball! hehe. plus food. i want my starbucks. yay!

bleh. ebough blabbering here. i was supposed to do my project. hehe.
buh bye.
*muackz*

blank mind

ish, my stomach hurts so so much now. so pain. since thurday. it's bad. =( plus having a headache. feel sick.
aikz. what a terrible saturday rite. worse still, i am left all alone at home. mummy and daddy went dinner, ses went out, left the poor me at home with just ayamas dinner. =( i wan lots of love and care now. i am sick. and all i get is loneliness. only the com to teman me. *sobs*

i sound so pathetic. yea. whatever le. i love to complain when i get to. but yesterday was quite a confused day, good and bad at the same time. went to asia cafe in the morning during my break, played loads of foosball, yea. and inhaled super loads of second hand smoke, make me so dizzy. yea, and i did a 'fantastic' thing, i lost the diamond on my sister's bracelet, worse still, its her favourite. darn, i am in such great trouble. =( havent got the guts to tell her yet. shall find an identical one and buy it for her. x(

then after classes seong fetch me and we went out. to rileys. foosball again. duh rite. yea. i was supposed to watch movie with him. ish. nvm. so yalar, play foosball, think played more than ten games in a day. like a freak. hah. but it was worth it cuz ravin taught me how to hold the rod properly and learn pull. =) my dribbling still is terrible tho. hah. then went to kayu for supper, or should i say for my lunch and dinner with jia,hock jeen, daniel they all. seong let me drive. =) heh. so fun.

yea. was out for more than twelve hours yesterday, and i slept at three yesterday. today so totally no energy plus all the aches. bla. so i stayed home, alone. and since i really got loads of work to finish up, plus loads of studying. yea. but still prefer to chill online and read the book titled "five ppl u meet in heaven" rather than study. =( so much for a good student.

i realised that everything is different from what you think. yes. reality and dreams are different. you cant always get what you want. but life is like that. a roller coaster ride with ups and downs. i guess today is rather a downride for me. but looking forward to an upwards week next week. at least no test next week. =)

joy.

yesterday was a public holiday. awal muharam i think. heh. and since i just collected my licence on monday, i drove legally on the road for the first time. =) *sense of achievement* ahem ahem. heh.
drove my family to somewhere near the klia airport to visit a family friend, or rather my mum's friend who just gave birth. yup. fun fun fun driving. =p

anyway. i found out that when a mother gives birth to the baby, she is the happiest person on earth. =) joy that cannot be express by words. and the love the mother has for the baby surpresses everything else. this is how great a mum is. she bears the weight in the body for nine months, bears the pain of delivering, and bears the burden of raising the child up. some to think of it, i really wanna thank my mummy. my great mummy! heh.

blabs. anyway. yesterday was a great day cuz i drove alot. *satisfied smile* heh. but today. i did my maths test. ish, i kinda screw it up. yikes, my intergration. =( hope my marks still satisfy me. pls. yea. pretty please.

heh. anyway, i got english plus loads of work to do. shall blod some other time. ciaozz peep! *muacks*

blue, or pink?

i am kinda stuck between these two colours. yea. but in the end, blue still rawks. =)
i guess i am really bored. eheh. on a monday morning feeling so so sleepy. see. thats why i am here blogging. well. blogging sort of makes my time pass quickly and makes me happy cuz i get to complain and just ramp out anything i want without getting stopped by anything. =)

hah. so yea, i did enjoyed a great week. cuz my dear jia yi came back from uk! its not often i get to see her nowadays so yea, i am estatic! heh. went out with her and a bunch of frens on saturday to one u. after dreadful piano classes in the early morning. ended up we watched eight below. typical walt disney snow dog show. with those all starts and ends well story. yes. tho it's kinda predictable and all, i still like it. the dogs were so so adorable, or shoud i say macho and handsome. =) yup. a lil' touching.cuz three dogs died in the end. poor dogs. hah. it was freaking cold in the cinema tho. heh. story between dog and man. but i guess it's not worth the ten bucks. oh well, if only ice age 2 werent full. but the dogs made the show a good one.

so the week went pass and its april now. mid term will be in may, which is in bout one months time. its scary. =( i wanna do well but my body aint cooperating with my mind. when my mind goes " u have to study today.." my body goes "nah, its kay, i am tired and just wanna have fun. " so ended up, the mind loses to the body. hah. i guess my mind concept have to change. yes. to be a firm one.

but, it isn't just because of the tiredness of the physical side of the body. lots of things happened lately, and the thinking totally drained lots of my energy away. arghh. everytime when the night comes then my mind will wander to another place. ish. not fun. sometimes u just have to tell your mind to shut and get the peace u want. yea. i should do that. heh. foosball can certainly cheer me. i wanna go asia cafe this friday. =p

heh. anyway, i got maths now. boring boring maths where all u do is just copy all the things the lecturer writes. baa. ciaoz. *muacks*