it's 3 am in the morning.

and i am in my pjs, staring at the thousands of words on the com, with only water and books to accompany me.
right now, i should be snuggling comfortably on my bed with the comforter.
stupid assignments.
procastinator me just never seem to learn from my past.
tmr's due date for two assignments.
and i'm proud to say i am done with one. finally!
and still stuck with one final question in another. sigh

i don't wanna do last minute things anymore.
it's suffering.
right now i am praying that my printer will not fail me as the ink panel is showing signs of very low levels.
oh gosh. please work for me.

Dreaming in cloud nine. Get real.


i don't know how to do my assignments.
i need help.

"Lord, help me be a little more hardworking and have the initiative to finish up my work.
And to be less playful, and to concentrate in class.
And to get good grades.Amen."

[edited]

I got some insect bite on my legs and it itches like crazy and it's red, must have been from the hike. Note to self: to wear long pants next time for hikes, if i ever go for one.
The weekend was a blast.
Jord's open house was crazy. (:
Everyone About 12 ppl crashed in his bedroom. so stuffy. yii.
But food was good. Fellowship was good.
And sitting in li lynn's manual car was crazy as well, in fact, scary. (140km/h)
No pictures though. I'll try to steal some soon.

Last week, stupid zhen quan and karl son( and me) got crazy over Mcd's.
They ate three times in one week, just because of the voucher where you get to choose one free item if you buy a large meal.
okay, i better keep quiet bout this, if they read this, confirm kill me. (:
But Mcd's are yummy-la. especially their fries. and ice cream. *slurps

Okay, back to work.
This post is crappy. And so many colours and slashes.
I wonder what came upon me.

I feel like shopping and climbing.
And having a barbeque.
I am indeed dreaming.

Owh, and 300 is a good show. I don't think i need to bother elaborating the show as most people have already gave a full long paragraph about the movie. It's good, but unreal.

I am sleepy.
And this post is all rants tants.

Uni life's NO fun

I am supposed to be doing my assignments now seeing that i have three assignments due by the 26th March, and that i haven't even read the assignments questions or even bothered to.

-business statistics assignment
-economics assignment
-management assignment

This aint a good sign.
especially to what i promised myself to do at the beggining of the year.
what happened??

okay. chill.

shall start from today.
no more excuses.
procastinating is bad, especially when the dad put in so much money for studies.

i counted. if i skip one class, it'll cost approximately MYR150.
alot wei. and for only one miserable hour.
so another resolution for the year.
> no skipping class.


Yesterday i followed mum to collect the car from Toyota service centre. I must say, i am impressed by the place. :)
It has a really nice waiting area for customers to relax while they wait for their cars to be service.
There's a coffee dispenser where you can get free coffee, a big flat screen tv which has astro with those really comfy sofas, newspapers..
I was really enjoying myself there and helping myself to the coffee while my mum was listening to the man talking about cars.
And i told my dad that the next time he services the car i willingly offer to wait there for the car to be done.
okay, go ahead and laugh at my jakun-ness.

Am supposed to be doing my assignments now, but the mind's too tired and i am distracted. After all, it's the school holidays. And the sister is happily away in mission trip. And the house is so empty whislt both mum and dad are working. you see.

okay okay. i better get to my work.
If not i won't be doing well and will cry at the end of the semester.

Have a great week for those having holidays.
Appreciate it.
Cuz i want it badly.

Someone just had to make my day bad.

ish. :( *grumbles*
someone stole my Rm50 from my wallet yesterday.
worst still, in church.
i am very much sure bout that.
i just cant believe it happened.



ish.ish.ish.




i.still.don't.get.this.



i'm not happy at all at the moment.
plus the coming so early to uni just for one lecture.
made me worse.
i want Mcd's choco top.
or maybe Mc flurry Oreos. :)
to make my day.

i guess i am emo again.
plus the excruciating pain in the stomach.
doesn't help at all.


forget it.




"I set out on a narrow way, many years ago,
hoping I would find true love, along the broken road.
I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow and kept pushing through,
I couldn't see how every sign, pointed straight at you.

But every long lost dream, led me to where you are,
others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars,
pointing me on my way, into your loving arms,
this much i know, is true,
that God blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you."
~Bless the broken road. Rascall Flatts~

currently addicted to this song.
can't get it out of my mind.

Random facts bout me

1. i am bored now.thats why this is coming.
2. i cant eat chilli. yea, so un-Malaysian. i eat nasi lemak without sambal.
3. absolutely can't stand banana. eww. i puked before after eating it.
4. i wanna join amazing race when i reach 21 years of age.
5. i like wearing white from top to bottom.
6. always thought i could publish a romance fiction book and be famous. ah-ha. that's a dream.
7. i CAN cook okay. serious.
8. i want a barbeque badly. i want burnt chicken wings with honey coated over it. yummy!
9. to score distinction in my music dip. make my parents proud and me happy.
10. playing ps2 is a joy in life. :) even if you're a girl and you're not so good.
11. pictures with random words and designs are good.
12. after eating curry, ice cream is like heaven. ;p
13. valentines day is a day to do things you dun do during normal days.
14. i wanna try yoga. looks fun to me. heh.
15. feel like re-locating the furnitures in the house to make it look new. too used to the old way.
16. i WONT buy any red shirts nor bottoms for cny. yea, i hate wearing red. only occasionally.
17.However, i sorta like fried banana. refer to no.3, weird eh?
18. think surfing is cool and will try it one fine day.
19. will paint a painting that is nice enough to be hanging on my wall and ppl who comes and visit will go, "where did you buy that? so nicee.." lol, syok sendiri. :)
20. i like number twenty, and i like f.o.s.
21. when i reach this age, i WANT to do something crazy, though i am not sure what yet.
22. Rangers and Scouts are cool. i absolutely love camps. best experiences for town ppl.
23. i sew. :) crossstich is counted rite? i did a pillow for a niece before.
24. chill out on a beach sipping a cold drink with close friends. mMm.. that sounds good.
25. starbucks java chip!
26. chatting overnight on the phone. ;p
27. HUG someone. get that nice fuzzy feeling.

monkey business.
not funny.

everytime i stay up late at night, my mind will think alot.
like seriously alot.
gosh. i hate these type of nights.
i think cuz now my mind is too free. no worries. no studies. no work.
then it starts wondering bout loads of things.
grr.. forget it.
i am getting more and more emotional as i age.
bad sign.
:(
aww..
i hate crying at night to bed.
it happens quite often last year.
i dun want it to happen again this year.
no more..
at least things looks quite promising.

the day was spend going to coll to settle stuff and hanging out with monkeys.
karlson,zhenquan,weiliang.
lol.real funny.
dragged them to teman me watch The Holiday.
yea.they werent that enthusiastic bout it. cuz it's some random love movie.
but still they watch. thanks wei!!
those kids are so cutteeee.*feels like pinching their cheeks*
but still.. lovely show. fairy tale-ish. :D
i like.

and then we went to visit our not ours, but their monkey (real one,lol) in ming tien.
haha. i know, sounds stupid and pathethic.
but it's like our third or fourth visit. :)
cute~la.
and not to forget the pet shop.
with loads and loads of cuuuute dogs.
it makes you so happie.
yea, ming tien shud be really happy to have ppl going there almost every week.
or a few times in a week. lol.

yea. too much time given to you and this is what you end up doing.
visiting pets. :)
but its alright. i dun mind it. heh.

anyone got any nice interesting books?
pls help this poor bored girl. :)
preferably this one.
can you keep a secret~sophie kinsella
my sister's keeper~jodi picoult

and i find myself very keen in cleaning up messes.
i cant stand messiness. trust me. :)
but when i am lazy, i just couldnt be bothered.
but now that i am so free.
imma revamp my room.
yea, and give it a fresh look for the new year.
sounds like a good idea.
~ooo..

and yes lynn, i'll do the card for you.
tho my brain hasnt been functioning for quite a bit.
but no worries. it'll be good i promise. :)
you just wait and see.
heh.

my piano diploma is nearing.
and my mum is nagging that my fingers seldom touch the piano.
sigh.
i do, but sometimes when you come back you're just too tired to bother.
:( aih.
i think i should go to yamaha and enquire for some vacancies.
that'll motivate me to practise more i guess.
i hope i can get a part time there too.
lets see.

my butt hurts from glueing myself to the chair too long. ouch!

jord is coming back in twelve days time. cant wait.
whee~ <3>
yea, i am excited.
havent been seeing him for ages.
not fun.

i am going rock climbing this sat!
cant wait!
yippee~
lets do it esther!

hugs**

keep holding on~avril lavigne

it's a small small world

i hate remix-es. period.
they spoil songs. especially nice ones.
ish. geram.

and i had some course advising session that is compulsory to go on 31st.
only for bbuscom students. i still dun get why business students need to go for so many extra sessions compared to ppl from other course.
now i have to go to coll on 12th,13th,14th.
well, i wont complain. cuz at least i am still having break. :)

and i realized that alot, i mean seriously ALOT of ppl are going to Monash.
yea, some sort of reunion again. lol. :)
but still alot of unknown as well.

lynn and i went retail shopping after that.
and lunch at delifrance.

pyramid sucks isnt my favourite shopping place.
too few shops. too lala.
and i have a certain liking for big sleeve tops now.
nice. very nice.

and cny's around the corner. more reason to buy new clothes.
and tmr's sat. which makes me very very happy.
won't tell you why. :)



my adorable doggie.Fiji :)

dumb ppl. or rather heartless.

my opposite neighbor is heartless.
yesterday i witness him hitting his own dog with a metal rod.
just because his dog got some bone out of the bin or something like that.
and worse still, he was saying something like,
"i'll kill you, i'll chop you into pieces with the parang and throw you away..."
and all the while the dog was howling pitifully.
='(

sigh.
i really felt so sad for the dog.
stupid mental owner.
get a life.

nuff said.

feeling sore, numb rather.

i wanted to change my skin to a new one, but then i am so noob in html.
i know nuts about it, maybe like only10 percent of knowledge.
*sigh*
anyone free to teach this noob here? lol.
i wanna change my header. but i dunno how. =(

nvm, forget bout it. i shall leave it just like that.
my body's aching now. cuz of badminton yesterday with sue, ming, manda, wengie, daniel. haven't been exercising those muscles for a long long time, and yesterday, i over stretch them.
but but but, =) i had fun. cuz i beat see weng two rounds..
well, but he beat me too.. okay fine. he is better.
(i give you face)
yea, so today my leg muscles gave in badly, so i decided to stay at home to rest my legs.
=)

plus, tmr i am going to start working.
arghh. 10 am in the morning is an insane time.
i am thinking i might change job, if italianies is reluctant to change my job to a waitress from hostess, and from full time to part time.
working full time is .. undescribable i think.
8 hours daily and only a day off in a week. it sounds pathetic for someone who wants to enjoy her hols. *gaa*
no no no.
okay, i think i should not complain before i start work. that's not right at all.
maybe i'll enjoy working after all. =)


Accepted




















i wanna catch this movie! it looks good to me. =)
S.H.I.T uni for those drop outs.
someone go watch with me?

Happy feet










another movie i am keen on catching it in cinemas.