“Hurtful words are like a two edged sword.
It pierces through the opponent’s heart,
and is directed back to your heart, deeper and sharper.
And when you realize it, it’s too late.
Because these words come out before you even think twice, during anger.”

New philosophy, to moderate words.

Been loaded with assignments.

Company Reporting is due next Wednesday.
Management Accounting is due next Friday.
Money and Capital Markets is due following Wednesday.

Current process? 0%.
-_-'

I'm so great at time management.
Gotta kick start my assignments.

Overdue updates

Was up in camerons awhile ago.
Loved the weather, and company. (:


Esther*, we do sampat things together.
Like, literally over the top ones.
Hehe.

Whoopee, having my one precious week break now.
Spend half of it oogling the tv, hanging out, and running errands.
Now I have some crappy job till sunday, my assignments dying.

Why is company reporting so confusing?
And accounting info systems and financial modelling not making sense. ):
Second year subjects aren't fun no more.

Righto, I need my dose of unagi from Sushi Zanmai.
Or Sakae.
Cravings in life.


P/s: Just realize it was an Adventure Retreat, with boys too. Oops!

Reflections in the mind, pondering thoughts

Lookout Point*. There's a reason for the name.

Awesome beautiful place to be at.
The thousands of lil bright shining light brings a smile to your face.
What more the dazzling twin tower, and the cooling weather.
I don't mind going there again and again and again.
Just that it's so faaaaaar.
Thank you for bringing me there,
and speeding all the way back just to meet my curfew.
And the dinner at Izzi's.

To have a 12am curfew for a teenager touching 20 this december. It does suck to a certain extent, and I've been trying to push my limits further, and with a little luck, I'll get away by getting home close to 1. For that, it's an accomplishment. To reach 2am, pure bliss. I don't blame the overprotective parents for setting such rules, given the condition of safety in the land of Malaysia. Yet I am always hopeful, for the curfew rules to be abolished, or to be extended. [Rosanne, faster be 21 years old, graduated with a good job. Hehehehe. ]

To lynn,zi,sookteng, I lost all the pictures.
Even the Eye of Malaysia ones.
I'm sorry.

And because of an awful lot of contradictions in life, lately I've been putting on a mask to face the world. It's not being fake, but it's just not letting my true feelings show. Even though on the surface I've been enjoying life, somehow it feels hollow inside. I think I know the reason, and I should start building it back again. Slowly, but steadily. Definitely not easy as it seems, but worth it to start building it all up again. Because I've had enough of it all.

In between classes.
Subway sandwiches rock my socks!
Turkey ham and cheese is the bomb!! (:

Jiayi's adorable bunnies.
Fatty bombom, avatar, err i forgot their names already.

I'm trying, real hard to be who I really am again. No pretense, just the plain ol' simple me. Somehow, I drifted apart from principles I hold two years back, and when I reflect through my ol' self, I'm pretty intrigued of how surroundings and people can change you. It's so blatantly true, that's why people say changes are never ending. To friends out there, if I ever "ill-treated" you, I'm sorry. I've been pretty selfish and stuck up in my own world.

So who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?


I miss that night. It was a good one staying up till 6.30 am.
Even though we can hardly stay awake the next day.
Resulted in 16 hours of sleep.

"And the extreme bimboness.
Miss blue! Miss Yellow! Cupboard and doors.
Hahahahahahaha.
I swear it was the tired brain plus migraine."

Maybe in a few years time, I'd gradually grow into who I am inside. 20 years of age should be that year of transition where loads of things happen I supposed, the good ones, and the not so good ones. Life molding situations. Learning from mistakes through the hard way. Heck, I'm just starting this journey, hopefully it'll be good. As Esther once quote:"Smiling through tears." I don't mind the tears, at least there's still that smile, like a rainbow after the storm.

This are little joys while visiting Singapore.
They have these!!! (:



[The brownie is sooooooo good!
Officially voted 'the best']

On a random note, in three more hours, election officially starts. I'm hoping for a wind of change, that people start opening their eyes and ears. Gosh, it has been too long. Hehehe, I went to some ceramah yesterday with the parents and jia. It rained so heavily, everyone one was soaking wet under their umbrellas yet still so semangated to listen. We were the ones climbing up the playground's slide having a good view of the whole padang. Good experience. Only once in four years you get to do that kind of thing. (;

Rosanne feels like getting a lil basic make up. Hee.
Foundation + blusher + mascara will be good.

I can bake, just that I can't bake good stuff. ):

I baked! Last week, or was it the week before?
It looks good, doesn't it?
Haha, oh yes, looks can be so deceiving.

Ookay.

Photography is interesting, and I get captivated by good photos.
New thing on the wishlist is a canon g series, the PowerShot G9.
I know it's not a trend, it's a genuine interest.

I've been productive today, so to say.
I swam, sickness cured finally. Did the accounts, cleared the wadrobe.
Tutorial work left undone though, and am way too tired already.


Righto, I'm sort of on track finally.
Need to buck up on my studies.
Classes starts at 8am tomorrow.

I slept for 16 hours on sunday till monday.
Still amazed at my accomplishment.
I had valid reason okay, I was very sick.

Way back into love~ Music and lyrics

I'm sick. Partially sick.
Nose block, sore throat, slight fever.

I think I've overworked myself, with too many things on hand.
Uni work, interviewer work, rangers work, house work, biz work...
Neverending workloads.

Right now? Too sick to care.



Will update when I have cured. (:

Random: A large green tea without milk, extra pearl from Yippee Cup is the current fav. More like all time fav. (:

A decent update, no?

Typed this awhile ago. Was in drafts till today. (:

My bag is still very much alive. (:

I think I'm starting to utilize my holidays very well with the absence of the internet. Of a lil taste of success and joy with a dear friend (with loads of fun as well!), I'm starting to get a hang of the power of the internet. Then there were those gossips sharings at Marco's pizza over life and people, following a pain"t"ball session with the guys, where I ended up getting a big bruise on the left arm. Of visiting the Eye of Malaysia with the close friends, and having loads of childish fun with a bubble making gun! (unfortunately, it dieded already).

Double dosage of choc makes me happy. :D

There were more dinners (Major reason why I'm getting fat!), Lynn's 20th birthday!, rock climbing session, dim sum with coll mates (yums!) , snip my curls away, a bit of telemarketing job to earn some handy cash, and hours spend yakking away on the phone, and and... those lil things that make life worth.


Now that the internet is back, been spending too much time staring at the screen. Watched heroes season 2, after ages of having the cd, and am now watching the ugly betty series. Bad news is that uni is starting tomorrow. No more bumming around.


Back to the series.

[My list]

I'm a major major procrastinator, and up till date, it still lies in the habit.This was the holiday check list I made months ago, which to much dismay, is not complete yet.
Three more days of holidays to try to complete the possibles.

1. Books, I bought loads, but still unfinished. Gosh. I need to start reading again.

2. Bake a cheese cake, and more cupcakes. Err, zero times in the kitchen. Z?

Accounting and finance,and maybe attempting prof accounting sequence.

3. A PD trip. Just for the beach, even though it isn't the most beautiful beach in the world. Neither did this work out for me.

The Golden Compass

4. Go up that kl hill and just sit the whole night through looking, and hoping. I have a tiny chance to make this happen. (:

5. Gym to tone 101 Haha I can laugh myself to this one. The free pass was pratically put to waste. I'm no gym girl, I'd always prefer fun.

6. Go bi-cycling@ FRIM Totally forgotten about this one. Anyone up for it?

Chistmas shopping! jolly good eh?

7. Haagen Dazs foundue... Mmmm I still have my Rm10 voucher! Lynnnn!

Malacca food trip (which has been postponed)
Snapping beautiful shots
Get a dip in the cold blue swimming pool

8. Finish my undone cross-stitch project from form 5 Task untouched

9. To be the piano teacher. I was going to print my resume... Really. Then something came up, and.. err...

Do something fun and ridiculous that I can remember for life

10. "Project Room Revamp" It's almosssttt done. Except the painting. And the collage. (:

11. Road trip to Genting for the cool fresh air, more like an escape from reality

More retail shopping for clothes to hang in the closet

Starbucks. There's this competition going on to win stuff on the merchandize wall
A memorable white Christmas
Sleep less. To have more time.

12. Saisaki Japanese buffet Coming soooooooon. Excited*

Fix the computer (the dvd rom isn't working,gargh)
and then watch heroes season 2. (:
Smile and hugs

13. Penang backpacking with Esther *crosses fingers* Estheeeerrr! I still wannna goo! Haha, muka tembok like crazy but then no planning of how to convince the parents.

14. Be an inch taller. Ahahahaha. This was just for jokes. But maybe I did, right? I'm taller! (Syok sendiri)

Making people happy
Ride a horse. I am thinking of learning horse riding@ kiara, but dad said it's pointless. Booo..

15. Go-karting and paintball@Extreme Park. Another project to plan.

16. Play more tennis. Eheehee. Zi, you want to help a friend in need right?

17. * Attempt html to a new blog skin. Kekeke, which it's likely to fail. I'm not doing this full stop.

18. Wiiiii more! (: Yea,failed because I didn't even get to hang out with that gang the whole hols. Ish.

Start foosball again. Blame jord.

19. A family trip to HongKong Disneyland It was substitute with Singapore instead. -_-

Remaining items on the list will be done even when the semester starts.
And I mean it.
Wheeeee*

Being bimbos

We indulged in Old Asia's tom yam mee, which to my suprise, liked it.
Sour-ish, hot soup that warms you up. (:
Very very addictive.

Swimming session at 9am tomorrow, followed by lunch.
I is so motivated to lose weight!

After spending one whole hour figuring out what to type, I give up.
Time for me to sweep the dust of this neglected blog soon, when I finally get back all my pictures.


All thanks to the dead hard disk. Boohoo.

I'm whiny.

I'm turning to be pretty lazy lately, due to the tad long holidays and now that I'm no longer working anymore.
Except that I have to wake up early every morning to fetch the sister to college.
Destroying my beauty sleep.

Today the allocation for the timetable is released, which means we can start choosing our timetable, and much to my dismay, my timetable is going to be rather shitty the next semester. Given that two of my lectures are already auto allocated.

Furthermore, I thought I was eligible to enrol into Malaysian income tax law only to find out I need two second year sub. So now I need to re-enrol, and I still can't choose my timetable for that subject. Which brings back to the point that I won't have a very nice timetable like last semester.
Boo-hoo.


*Breaths in... breathes out...*


Okay, fine. I made myself a commitment to really study this year anyway, so I shouldn't complain that much ey. Change, remember roz.

Although it was already belated, I'm grateful for that effort made to celebrate my birthday.Having small chats over tequilla and martinis, overlooking a great view, it was memorable.
(:

And also to all who wished me, thanks for remembering.

I had another belated b'day lunch yesterday too, with fungkeng.
Ahha, we piled up whole lots of red plates at Sakae.
I lovelovelove Unagi and that baby squid thing.
Really really very yummy.
Never fail to order them everytime I step in there.
Thanks keng!

On another note, today is your official birthday!
I know I already wished you, but here it goes again.
Have a very blessed birthday! (:
You're reallly old, reaching that big 2-0.
So arr, don't do stupid things like buying a rug in Ikea knowing we park in curve, and make us walk around like dungus carrying the rug, and forgetting where we park.
Tsk tsk.

Call it the doughnut craze now.
Overdozing with sugar, and looking so pretty.
That's why people are willing to line up for half an hour and spend ten bucks on them.




Gosh, I'm bored today.