when small things becomes big things..

just a random blog title because my mind is kinda blank now. yeap. many things happen lately. well, but so far my ups are more i guess, which means good thing rite. =) i am glad.

anyway, i was sick over the weekend, causing me a miserable weekend. especially on saturday. so monday i went to the doctor. yea. had to eat yucky yucky medicine. *yuck* but now i feel much better edi. and it feels good. =)

i dun have test this whole week. yes! i am happie. no need to study so hard. yea rite. haha. my mid terms are so near. scary. and i got two major project plus loads and loads of homework. gosh. yea. and smart me still love wasting time. chun eh?

heh. and on tuesday i went to pyramid with jordan. =) ate at dave's deli, his treat, my favourite lasagne. *yum* xp hehe. i love lasagne. so so nice and mouthwathering. i have a soft spot for all western dishes and coffee. really.

so 2006 is really passing by fast. havent really been digesting the happenings yet. heh. but life is indeed okay i guess. except that someone has to spoil it alil. whatever le. i'll get over it. with foosball! hehe. plus food. i want my starbucks. yay!

bleh. ebough blabbering here. i was supposed to do my project. hehe.
buh bye.
*muackz*

blank mind

ish, my stomach hurts so so much now. so pain. since thurday. it's bad. =( plus having a headache. feel sick.
aikz. what a terrible saturday rite. worse still, i am left all alone at home. mummy and daddy went dinner, ses went out, left the poor me at home with just ayamas dinner. =( i wan lots of love and care now. i am sick. and all i get is loneliness. only the com to teman me. *sobs*

i sound so pathetic. yea. whatever le. i love to complain when i get to. but yesterday was quite a confused day, good and bad at the same time. went to asia cafe in the morning during my break, played loads of foosball, yea. and inhaled super loads of second hand smoke, make me so dizzy. yea, and i did a 'fantastic' thing, i lost the diamond on my sister's bracelet, worse still, its her favourite. darn, i am in such great trouble. =( havent got the guts to tell her yet. shall find an identical one and buy it for her. x(

then after classes seong fetch me and we went out. to rileys. foosball again. duh rite. yea. i was supposed to watch movie with him. ish. nvm. so yalar, play foosball, think played more than ten games in a day. like a freak. hah. but it was worth it cuz ravin taught me how to hold the rod properly and learn pull. =) my dribbling still is terrible tho. hah. then went to kayu for supper, or should i say for my lunch and dinner with jia,hock jeen, daniel they all. seong let me drive. =) heh. so fun.

yea. was out for more than twelve hours yesterday, and i slept at three yesterday. today so totally no energy plus all the aches. bla. so i stayed home, alone. and since i really got loads of work to finish up, plus loads of studying. yea. but still prefer to chill online and read the book titled "five ppl u meet in heaven" rather than study. =( so much for a good student.

i realised that everything is different from what you think. yes. reality and dreams are different. you cant always get what you want. but life is like that. a roller coaster ride with ups and downs. i guess today is rather a downride for me. but looking forward to an upwards week next week. at least no test next week. =)

joy.

yesterday was a public holiday. awal muharam i think. heh. and since i just collected my licence on monday, i drove legally on the road for the first time. =) *sense of achievement* ahem ahem. heh.
drove my family to somewhere near the klia airport to visit a family friend, or rather my mum's friend who just gave birth. yup. fun fun fun driving. =p

anyway. i found out that when a mother gives birth to the baby, she is the happiest person on earth. =) joy that cannot be express by words. and the love the mother has for the baby surpresses everything else. this is how great a mum is. she bears the weight in the body for nine months, bears the pain of delivering, and bears the burden of raising the child up. some to think of it, i really wanna thank my mummy. my great mummy! heh.

blabs. anyway. yesterday was a great day cuz i drove alot. *satisfied smile* heh. but today. i did my maths test. ish, i kinda screw it up. yikes, my intergration. =( hope my marks still satisfy me. pls. yea. pretty please.

heh. anyway, i got english plus loads of work to do. shall blod some other time. ciaozz peep! *muacks*

blue, or pink?

i am kinda stuck between these two colours. yea. but in the end, blue still rawks. =)
i guess i am really bored. eheh. on a monday morning feeling so so sleepy. see. thats why i am here blogging. well. blogging sort of makes my time pass quickly and makes me happy cuz i get to complain and just ramp out anything i want without getting stopped by anything. =)

hah. so yea, i did enjoyed a great week. cuz my dear jia yi came back from uk! its not often i get to see her nowadays so yea, i am estatic! heh. went out with her and a bunch of frens on saturday to one u. after dreadful piano classes in the early morning. ended up we watched eight below. typical walt disney snow dog show. with those all starts and ends well story. yes. tho it's kinda predictable and all, i still like it. the dogs were so so adorable, or shoud i say macho and handsome. =) yup. a lil' touching.cuz three dogs died in the end. poor dogs. hah. it was freaking cold in the cinema tho. heh. story between dog and man. but i guess it's not worth the ten bucks. oh well, if only ice age 2 werent full. but the dogs made the show a good one.

so the week went pass and its april now. mid term will be in may, which is in bout one months time. its scary. =( i wanna do well but my body aint cooperating with my mind. when my mind goes " u have to study today.." my body goes "nah, its kay, i am tired and just wanna have fun. " so ended up, the mind loses to the body. hah. i guess my mind concept have to change. yes. to be a firm one.

but, it isn't just because of the tiredness of the physical side of the body. lots of things happened lately, and the thinking totally drained lots of my energy away. arghh. everytime when the night comes then my mind will wander to another place. ish. not fun. sometimes u just have to tell your mind to shut and get the peace u want. yea. i should do that. heh. foosball can certainly cheer me. i wanna go asia cafe this friday. =p

heh. anyway, i got maths now. boring boring maths where all u do is just copy all the things the lecturer writes. baa. ciaoz. *muacks*