Post examinations blurbs

Am currently in Monash's library, second floor, seated comfortably with crossed legs in front of the computer screen with my books and notes splatted open in front of me. In between taking short breaks, the mind furiously commanded the hand to write lines after lines of management accounting equations and theories on fresh pieces of lined papers. 5 more new chapters to explore in three days deadline, the mind overworking trying to absorb everything like a sponge absorbing water. Just a little twist that sometimes it wanders off to another land, dreamland to be specific, as the body is crying out for the lack of rest. Oh, and some people are just quite unreasonable, blasting their music on their headphones so loud hello-I-can-hear-you-from-miles-away!. It's settled already though, cause I already told two people off (in a nice way), it's distracting. Still, there is the printing machine's sound that keeps going on, and the clacking of the keyboard, and occasional small talks among people surronding me. How come library like that one.

But all is cool. I've set out an impromptu plan that is pretty unbreathable for the next 19 days. Three days each for all the subjects, from chapter 1 to doing past year papers, I am going to do the unthinkable of trying to gulp down half a year's work in merely half a month. Wheee* It's going to be a battlefield, with me on one side, and the examination papers on the other. Thing is, I lacked the army of fuel and strength, while the other side is prepared for war, smirking at me. Sometimes I feel so incapable in times like this, and am still amazingly surprise what a procrastinator I am, seemingly being able to blog at a time like this. I have to quit my procrastinating habit. But I have been here since 9.30am, so I deserve a ten minutes short break. I solely wanted to run down to the cafeteria to grab my chocolate bubble tea for a deserving treat to awaken the mind, only dismayed to find out I forgot my wallet again. Yes, again. I think this is the 12903894 time I forgot my wallet. Hmph. Am furious at myself. How can I do so stupid things. ):

So now I have to study with an empty stomach, binging on my only available source of food, m&m's, which clearly isn't enough. I want my bubble tea! Ok, I have an alternative of walking myself to sunway, to borrow money from my friend, but it's so far (relatively), and it's so sunny outside. Bleaurgh, I'll just skip lunch. Can fulfill my plan of getting a fitter body. Hehe, and y'day I even motivated myself enough to step on the treadmill and jog for 20 mins. Yay! Who wants to join me on my quest? Haha, option 1: Jogging at Kiara (Hill or park, you choose), option 2: Swimming @Kiara Club, option 3: Badminton sessions, option 4: Cycling at FRIM (or just for the matter around my housing area), option 5: dance classes (which will involve forking out money, geez), option 6: Tennis (hehehehe).

Right, back to the books, scribbles, water, m&m's, highlighters, phone messages, more accounting theories, and a dry sponge as my mind, absorbing it all. Half-contented, for the mo.

[edited: 2.53pm]
Oh, I manage to get my bubble tea with ham and cheese sandwich for my lunch, which really really cheered me up. Weather's really bad, with strong wind and heavy raindrops. Perfect for an afternoon nap actually. And oh, thank you for sparing me money to boost my momentum. And no, I didn't have to walk to Sunway. (:

Back to nerding!

Work is getting annoying.
Too much washing and cleaning etc etc, till I'm getting very fed up.
And even slabs of moisturiser isn't helping the dying skin.
So say hi to quiting, and bye to starbucks.

And I can feel the real holidays coming! (:
Have a merry joyous season greeting from me in advance.
"Light a candle, light the worldddddddddddd"

I felt it.



Really, i did.



Didn't you?



This is the few moments in life where i need to rant on how life is turning out to be. Not in a nice way, but rather the down-ness where emoness creeps in slowly. That's why the blog's here to serve the function for me to express all those emotions that I couldn't possibly spill out to others, because I'm someone who loves keeping all to myself and the small lil mind, till sometimes it can't contain anymore. Whatsoever, the confused mind has so many issues in it that it affected my concentration that sometimes i will just stare blankly at my management book, hoping the words i repeatedly read will somehow make sense.. but in the end, it doesn't.


Why do people act the way they do? This question has been popping out a gazillion million times in my mind, with no definite answer. I supposed this queestion has no correct answer, just a matter of perspective, how we look at it. Some people look for you when they need you, and when they don't, they just dissapear out of thin air. Then there are those who are ever so nice to be there for you when you need them, when you need that shoulder to cry on, and yet you don't have the guts to spill them out, afraid of getting hurt from betrayal again. And there are those friends that you enjoy their company, laughing, talking, friends who bring joy to your life... I succumb to the complications of life, and I think I shouldn't be thinking about anything and just concentrate on the books, the best friend for the moment.



Anyway, enough of rants from the heart. It is indeed boring people out.

A shoutout to Sook Teng, for celebrating her 19th birthday on sunday.

Happy birthday dear! (:
Hope you enjoyed the Wong Kok session, full of embarrasment and laughter.
(note to self: never step in wong kok for the next few months.)

I will post up the pictures as soon as I have the mood to and when I'm free.
Currently a bit tight up to studying for the finals.