piles and piles of work.

yea. so true. when i sit in front of my study table, its like all the papers. so great huh. lets see, i got two whole pages of piano notes to memorise by tmr, lots and lots of chem work, plus an econs topic test next week.. the list just goes on and on.. and i am just so so lazy that i can still dump all of it aside and come online. well, typical me. =)

hah. anyway. i watched ella enchanted at home with my sis that day, with pizza, yum. it is some magical show with fairy tales. call me childish but i like it. heh. well. it ends with a happy ending. yea, and it makes me happy. i really sound so childish. hah. but who cares. its me.

so the weekend is round da corner. well, it is already here actually. but i wun be enjoying this week. got too much work. =( darn. not fun. but looking on da brighter side, i am getting my new phone. =) yes. a new phone. *grinz widely*

on a happier note, i am going off to watch tv plus my theory. =) home alone on a friday night kinda rawkz. well, sort of.

*muackss* *hugz*
have a great weekend! =p

rosanne.happy.smile.

its a bright and shining friday morning, and i am stuck in college. i'm feeling rather hungry now. heh. i want an english breakfast. i miss bacon. =)

anyway, we had mufy games yesterday and everyone was supposed to wear the grey mufy shirt. no offence but i really dun like the colour. it is just so... ugly. gosh. if only they had better taste to change it to black then i will be satisfied. grey is such a hard colour to match u know. oh wells. nothing can be done anyway.

so yea, i played netball yesterday. and well, it was a good game. i enjoyed myself tho we lost. bah. i guess i need to exercise more. haha. can burn fats and keep fit. and its really fun anyway. plus i can my tan. =) *satisfied* so i was telling myself that i will stay back every tuesday, play a game of either netball or basketball, then go for dinner or sumthing. haha. we'll see if it works. and i found a new interest, well, not exactly new but, i am hanging on the phone longer and longer nowadays. gosh. u can just see the clock ticking away holding the phone chatting nonsense. heh. but i like. =p

so i went to asia cafe yesterday since the games ended so early. i met karl son, thiam beng and sueh long there. haha. talk about coincidence. =) and i kinda miss them. havent been seeing tham for a long time. and so i joined them in a game of pool. and i am a noob in pool. i suck in it.
so it was my turn. aims properly.. shoot. and the ball touch nothing. great yea. so great.

but me and beng still won two rounds and lost two rounds. so it wasnt that noob. thanks to beng. pro. =) anyway. it was all plain fun. hehe. and i love having fun and just enjoying times with friends. no worries. hah. but then i had piano at night. potong stim. get home. scribble up my theory work, falling asleep half way doing it. xp i was tired k.

today. i only have three classses. but i have ms test today. and i dun bother bout it cuz its only true and false. can tembak. =) and i am a good aimer. yes. hah.

i wanna go out. i am having a three hour break now. bored to death. and i am hungry. shall head to the cafeteria and fill my poor hungry tummy. *muacks*

=) i haven't been blogging for a week plus. heh. due to the hols. i was kinda enjoying it alot and didnt bother to go online. until today. yea, so many things happen within such a short period of time.

hah. i watched underworld last thurs. i think that is a good show. really. quite dramatic but effects were good. and it had a nice ending. yes. =) a sweet one. i like. heh. i wanna go to the cinema again. i havent watch so many shows. gosh. but college already started and i am busy with studies. aww.. i got no more holidays till may/june. that is so long. sigh. had my chem test yesterday and my engish test the day b4. and english test is no longer an easy piece of thing. it's so much higher standard. hah. i really think that government school should really improve their standard of english. no offence. if not they are killing students who goes overseas and the english standard is so much higher. well. so much for that.

anyway. i have been very busy with piano, my college work plus driving lately. i stupidly fail my parking last time. so have to retake. well, at least i can console myself that i passed my on the road without bribe. actually i feel proud of myself for that. heh. childish huh. x)

owh. anyway i went to lorenzo in the morning with my mum and sis today cuz of the sale. and some stupid things happen. hah. my mum was choosing pillows.. lovely ones. yea, and this lady was also choosing pillows. and so happen she was choosing the same type of cushion pillows with us. okay thats fine. after that she claimed that she took five and pile it up on one of the sofa, and blame my mum for the lack of one. yea. and my mum didnt even touch hers okay. so my mum was pissed and fought back. gosh. some ppl just love to blame ppl without eveidence. whatever.

and i jut realise it is already going into april. time really flies. so fast. hah. and my daily routine in college includes foosballing. i really am getting addicted to it. gosh. hah. it is fun. =) and well, entertaining.

bleukhz. life is getting better tho. =) and i am enjoying it to the fullest! but i still have my priorities. and i will do well in my studies. heh. i think i should start working that body too. getting so lazy. maybe some netball games do help rite. =) heh.

and i am so into the song why can't i turn off the radio-Neo. its nice. =) i like. and i miss shopping. havent been out shopping for quite a long time.

anyway. so much for a saturday at home. told myself to study and look what i ended up doing? hah. so much for priorities and discipline. tee hee.=) *winkz*

a lil thought..

cant really think of how am i going to type this blog. too many thoughts pondering over my mind. =( gosh. i am really dissapointed really, with my results. cuz i practically dissapointed my dad i think. okay, he expected at least 7a's. and i didnt reach the expectation. =( speechless. expect the unexpected.

well. okay, i got mixed emotions. i am not sad but neither happie. cuz i guess i noticed that i didnt really study that hard last year and wasnt the good girl who stayed in class and listen to teacher. no. i was always walking around and talking in class. join lots of dance practices for campfire and blablabla. now i regret. haha. watch two hours of tv everyday and sleep so much. wow. results show that if i put in more effort i would have gotten loads of a's. hehe. so from now on, i shall inspire myself to study real hard in my pre u and get excellent results. no more procastination. yes. my new resolution for the year. i want to succeed. not dissapoint myself. haha.

but yesterday was real fun. hehe. i went for my third driving lessons and manage to drive well without jerking! =) and i know when to change gear, when to press clutch and all that. feel so proud of myself now. hehe. my test will be on wednesday. real crash course. and i must pass. hehe.

dan and cheese drove me to the curve yesterday just to show me a miracle. a fountain which water flows up. hehe. so cute of them. it really did cheer me up. thanks both of u! muackz. hehe. had a late dinner at kayu after that, i was surprise at the amount of food i manage to eat. maggi goreng, thosai, plus a real long roti tissue. so cute! hehe. food was yummy. =) and really please me plus my tummy. *satisfactory smile*

i guess the day wasnt that bad after all. as ppl say, a's are not the most important thing in life. frens, attitude and well being plays a much more important role in life. and when u get to college, there's no more a's but just high distinction. so bye bye a's. =)

hehe. and something never fails to cheer me up no matter what mood or where am i. my beloved chocs. =)

** indulgence.. ;p















plus a lil red rose. just for myself.

spm is coming out tmr. but i am not feeling anything. why? hehe. maybe cuz it's not time yet. or maybe cuz i am very calm. =) well. i went for driving again today. and this time on the road. haha. learn how to change gear and all, and i found out i am not that good. *aikz* must practise more. anyway, no mood to blog. so shall post pics for my genting trip. haha. tho its kinda outdated.

* me n my sista on flying jumbo.. haha.















** me drivin'! so fun!















** me posing beside waterfall.. =)















** cool pic.. i like..















** yummylicious food..




















** dinasour land posing with my sis. ;)














** up, up and away!














** me n my couzie!
















** lil white horsie.. in genting. poor thing have
to endure the cold weather.. aww..














** this is my brilliant sister trying to be statue of liberty!



















** me n allie!


anyway, i am sleepy. hehe. and i got a long day tmr. so tata! muackz.

through the rain...

"i can make it through the rain,
i can stand up once again,
on my own, and i know,
that i am strong enough to live... "

this song is so meaningful to me right now. i am strong to make it through the rain. i guess.
i sound so depress rite. haha. i guess i am okay but sad and moody at the same time. my blog sound so depress and boring rite. nvm. i'll make the last half of the post interesting for sure. cuz bad and good things happen at the same time today. =)

bad thing is i went through sumthing terrible this morn. dun feel like talking or mentioning it. it hurts.

good thing for the day is i went for my first driving lesson today. =) first lessons are always clumsy and stupid yet cute at the same time. heh. story time.

so i got there at 4, slurping my last bits of bubble tea. *nice* hehe. saw my instructor, quite a serious looking but okay one i guess. so got inside the car. (i was lucky to have a brand new kancil to drive! on my first lesson somemore. *satisfied* ) hehe. sat in the car, adjusted the seat and mirror.. started the engine. managed to control quite well. haha. but mati engine a few times cuz control of the clutch wasnt that good.

spend three long dreadful hours in the car. i am not complaining. but my legs and hands were aching. the sterreing is so hard okay, spend so much energy just turning it. gosh.i did fairly well for my parking and three point turn. never bang anything down. =) *please with myself* but i am fairly angry with myself for not being able to coordinate well for the going down of the slope. yikez. how can i be so clumsy. mati engine on the slope quite a few times. and end up pressing the accelerator too hard. but it was all well in the end. got back home feeling tired. a whole full day for me today. i wan my driving licence!

anyway, i guess i am a lil too selfish and self centred at times. i guess i didnt realize the effort he put in. i am sorry. i make mistakes. but things are different now. not like last time. i guess time changes things. bleughz.
let time decide.

anyway, i got a high distinction for my econs paper! *cheerio* =) i am please with myself for doing quite well now despite being so playful. hehe. Thank God! hope i did well in my english essay tho. wasnt really paying my full concentration writing it . end up writing a crap essay. =(

its my term break starting from today. one whole week of with spm results coming out on monday.
i hope i get good results. if not it will ruin my holidays. oh well, we will see.

conversation getting lesser day by day...

i dunno what i am thinking now. dun ask. somehow every time i stay up late at this time and online, my mood is just not right. =( so not right. and i got an english essay test tmr. why..must it be like that?
actually the day today wasnt that bad, it was on the downside but now.. straight downward slope. ='(
i am feeling so so emo today, till i got no mood to sleep anymore.
why did i ever get myself into all this trouble? i just dun understand...
i have finally learn not to follow the heart at all times. i guess.
anyway, hols is round the corner. i hope it will be a good one. i'll try to get my driving licence, meet up with all old buddies, hang round. and mufy games is round da corner. and imagine me playing center for netball. me? wow. i hope i dun let down the team man.

anyway, something totally ruin my mood to blog. =(

a wholesome weekend.. =) now back to reality.

hehe. it's monday again. and i am back in college. the weekend had been a blast. absolutely. and i got my tan! =) *grinz* tho it hurts alot now.
okay, so i went for my advancement camp in a jungle. well, sort of jungle environment. hehe. friday, saturday and sunday. the camp was fun, yea, and tiring. i am feeling so so tired now and econs teacher called for extra class. great. of all days. when i am so tired. i wanna go home. *yawnz* nvm. since i will occupy myself blogging. =) *satisfied in a way*

the most interesting parts in the camp was the rafting and the councilfire.. totally enjoyed those moments. hehe. funny moments. our raft cant even float okay. half way through the whole thing fell apart. haha. so ended up playin in the river instead of rafting. but it was great fun. splashing and laughing under the hot burning sun. refreshing. =) got loads of lil scratches tho. from those lil rocks and the bamboostick-raft. nevertheless, still had loads of fun!

as for coucilfire, we had the theme of Medieval, which is the ancient times with princesses and kings. nice eh? all of us were dress up in different costumes. hehe. so cute and fun. had a totally nice councilfire, with loads of skits and songs and games. totally hilarious. =)

haha. besides that, i taught compass to those younger rangers. it was quite an easy task but enjoying at the same time. =) i can teach! haha. yea, it was fun doing the compass trial. oOo, we cooked too!! camp food.. hehe. it's fun cooking and starting fires. i like!

so yea, that was my weekend. nice and different from usual. like how often do you get to go for jungle camps. i miss them. tho the downside is toilet probs. hehe.

anyway, i got a class to catch now. then i can go home and snooze plus relax in front of the tv. i miss the tv, havent been watching it for three days. =)

it's like already twelve. and i am still in front of the com knowing that i have classes tmr morning. who cares. i bet that i will have a hard time staying up during chem tmr. but nvm, i wanna be online, cuz i feel so weird now.

today college was quite realxing. =) did chem experiment first in the morning . hehe. have to wear my humungous big lab coat. so oversized okay. hehe. but i like. makes me look like a doctor. *grinz* so exp was fun, maths was boring.. and so are the other subs. had fettucine carbonara for lunch. hehe. yummy, i like. i just love western food. irresistable. thanks bryant for the lunch!! hehe.

amazingly my itchy hands only played one ball of foosball today. not even a game. one ball only. talk bout abstinence man. haha. i can't. tmr got asia cafe to play! =) no smelly hands. hehe.

i just get the cravings for apple pie out of a suddden now. i miss apple pies. *slurp* and i am feeling hungry now. two hours of piano seriously such out part of my energy. apple pie apple pie. maybe tmr. hehe.

i'll be off to camp tmr at a jungle! advancement camp. finally a camp to go. i miss camps. camps are times where u can get urself out of reality for few days, taking all the stress out of yourself, then getting tan. *nice*
but i'll be having my english and maths test next week. no weekends to study. oh man.

oh yea, i just remembered i have to stay back for extra class on monday for econs. 5- 630. of all days. arghh. when i come back from camp i will be so so tired and i still have to wake up early to college, now extra class. so great. un fun-ness. bleughz.

anyway. stupid mosquitoes are making me feel itchy. yuck. guess i'll go get some beauty sleep and regain my energy. long day tmr. here i come, camp!! =)

muacks and hugs!! enjoy the weekends!