I need a hug badly.



Too many things floating through my mind now. It's like thousands of things flying through the brain. I still can't believe that I only entered Monash for a mere one month plus, it seems like half a year with those amount of work flinging towards your face. To be exact, I had three assignments to pass up this week. Business statistics and microeconomics was due on monday, which i handed in on time, thankfully. Spent the whole sunday night finishing up undone work. And was happy for the whole monday and just relax. Even had lunch with jord at kenny rogers.

I realized that almost all the shops are on sales now. Makes me wanna shop so badly. FOS is having this buy one free one thingy going on, ipanema in studio R is really cheap now. I mighta get a new flip flops, in white again.

Now, I have to start rushing for the next assignment due in just a mere two days, management. Up till now, my progress is real slow. I still am having the last minute mentality which is really very bad. But it's not entirely my fault. I wanted to finish half of it today, but then my computer just had to bail on me. Virus attacked on my com which sadly, doesnt have any protection from any antivirus or so... I had to spend time downloading the software to scan my computer and to clear those virus. So far, the viruses are detected but somehow it is not deleted. I think i badly need a Dr. computer. sigh. :(

Don't ask me why i am typing in paragraphs and complete sentences today. It must have been the management essay thats influencing me. Besides that, I have more load added to my shoulders. :( my piano teacher just told me that my piano diploma examination date is on 16th April, meaning i have to spend more time practising the piano. I cannot afford to fail this test, because it cost a bomb. RM742 to be exact.

The pressure my parents have on me. Plus the extra pressure i put on myself to excel in all that I do. I am turning into a nerd good girl. (:
One significant proof-- I havent been foosing. Seriously

James morrison songs are so addictive. Dixie chicks are good too.
Yay me, i'm getting into songs again. loving those country slow lovey type. <3
It's getting quite late. I think i give up.
I'll do my assignment tmr.
For today, my lovely bed.

it's 3 am in the morning.

and i am in my pjs, staring at the thousands of words on the com, with only water and books to accompany me.
right now, i should be snuggling comfortably on my bed with the comforter.
stupid assignments.
procastinator me just never seem to learn from my past.
tmr's due date for two assignments.
and i'm proud to say i am done with one. finally!
and still stuck with one final question in another. sigh

i don't wanna do last minute things anymore.
it's suffering.
right now i am praying that my printer will not fail me as the ink panel is showing signs of very low levels.
oh gosh. please work for me.

Tears are words the heart can't say...

I'm letting those tears flow down...
... and let it ease the heart.

Assignments, an accident,confusions...
Cheers to a better week ahead.

The luckiest-Ben Fold

Dreaming in cloud nine. Get real.


i don't know how to do my assignments.
i need help.

"Lord, help me be a little more hardworking and have the initiative to finish up my work.
And to be less playful, and to concentrate in class.
And to get good grades.Amen."

[edited]

I got some insect bite on my legs and it itches like crazy and it's red, must have been from the hike. Note to self: to wear long pants next time for hikes, if i ever go for one.
The weekend was a blast.
Jord's open house was crazy. (:
Everyone About 12 ppl crashed in his bedroom. so stuffy. yii.
But food was good. Fellowship was good.
And sitting in li lynn's manual car was crazy as well, in fact, scary. (140km/h)
No pictures though. I'll try to steal some soon.

Last week, stupid zhen quan and karl son( and me) got crazy over Mcd's.
They ate three times in one week, just because of the voucher where you get to choose one free item if you buy a large meal.
okay, i better keep quiet bout this, if they read this, confirm kill me. (:
But Mcd's are yummy-la. especially their fries. and ice cream. *slurps

Okay, back to work.
This post is crappy. And so many colours and slashes.
I wonder what came upon me.

I feel like shopping and climbing.
And having a barbeque.
I am indeed dreaming.

Owh, and 300 is a good show. I don't think i need to bother elaborating the show as most people have already gave a full long paragraph about the movie. It's good, but unreal.

I am sleepy.
And this post is all rants tants.

[Hiking in the rain]


(picture courtesy from www.maion.com)

730 am in the morning should be spent sleeping in the warm bed, snuggling under the comforter, enjoying the weekends without early classes...

BUT..

I spent the morning hiking away with the adventure rangers at Gasing Hill. (:
so unexpected for me to go, seeing that i am such a sleep-lover and would never trade sleep for anything hiking. Bottomline, i WENT.

It started off rather good. Weather was extremely good, all were ready and pumped up, except me i think, who yawn none stop and was hungry. The terrain was rather smooth, with an occasionally steep slopes, and thank God my nikes were faithful this time. :) but i slip quite alot, no more nikes running anymore for the next hike.

Half way through, it poured heavily, and we were all literally drenched wet, half way in the jungle. Yup, cut the long story short, we hike about an hour in the rain, in the jungle. I actually prefered hiking in the rain, the feeling is extremely good, refreshing. And yes, the pathway became much more slippery, ending up in more mud, and those water-filled shoes, and wrinkly-toes.

But walking in the rain is an awesome experience. Before the rain there were complaints heard everywhere, like " I wish there was an escalator/lift here.. I wish I wore long pants.. I wish I had 100 plus.." the list went on and on. After it started pouring, no complains were heard anymore, mosquitos made their way clear from us, and the rain washed the hot sweat away. It was a much more cooling fun experience.

Walking in the rain makes you ponder lots too, and makes nature much more beautiful. (:
I certainly enjoyed it very much.
And not to forget I'm losing those calories. double thumbs up!

Food at the mamak was extremely good to the tummy after that 2half hours hike.
And those looks we got as all of us walk in soaking wet.

"It's funny how we complain so much when we are blessed with so much.
And hiking made me appreciate the things around.
A 100 plus is like gold in the jungle,
A chair is like silver...
But when in reality, we don't even think twice about these things.. "

Anyway, hiking was great. I'm glad i chose to woke up at an insane 630 in the morning rather than snoozing away in the bed. especially the losing weight path. lol.

Imma need to get ready for the party I'm attending soon.
(:
And no one's home now.
Enjoy the weekend!

owh yea, random,





Audition is on now. (:
Those who CAN dance go join.
I am hoping for a good reality show coming up, well, at least meets up to some expectations, not those who can't dance.
More details, *click here*

Uni life's NO fun

I am supposed to be doing my assignments now seeing that i have three assignments due by the 26th March, and that i haven't even read the assignments questions or even bothered to.

-business statistics assignment
-economics assignment
-management assignment

This aint a good sign.
especially to what i promised myself to do at the beggining of the year.
what happened??

okay. chill.

shall start from today.
no more excuses.
procastinating is bad, especially when the dad put in so much money for studies.

i counted. if i skip one class, it'll cost approximately MYR150.
alot wei. and for only one miserable hour.
so another resolution for the year.
> no skipping class.


Yesterday i followed mum to collect the car from Toyota service centre. I must say, i am impressed by the place. :)
It has a really nice waiting area for customers to relax while they wait for their cars to be service.
There's a coffee dispenser where you can get free coffee, a big flat screen tv which has astro with those really comfy sofas, newspapers..
I was really enjoying myself there and helping myself to the coffee while my mum was listening to the man talking about cars.
And i told my dad that the next time he services the car i willingly offer to wait there for the car to be done.
okay, go ahead and laugh at my jakun-ness.

Am supposed to be doing my assignments now, but the mind's too tired and i am distracted. After all, it's the school holidays. And the sister is happily away in mission trip. And the house is so empty whislt both mum and dad are working. you see.

okay okay. i better get to my work.
If not i won't be doing well and will cry at the end of the semester.

Have a great week for those having holidays.
Appreciate it.
Cuz i want it badly.

Japanese, anyone??

the uncle from uk came down for cny to visit us. :)
and we got very very good japanese food in exchange as he is a japanese chef over there.
dinner was awesome. so much food, so many varieties.
All the cousins came over to my house, so it was pretty noisy and happening.
especially when there's lil kids screaming and running around.
mMm. and i personally love japanese food a whole lot, which makes it better.
my uncle did all the japanese while my mum cooked the chinese.
two thumbs up to the food. very yummy.


those sushi rolls are tempting and so pretty. (:


tempura, lobsters,eel, salmon..


more more more varieties. (:
so very yummy. scrumptious.


we had chicken wings too.
courtesy to my mum.
absolutely delicious.


really big prawns.


salmon. half raw half grilled with pepper.


green beans. it doesn't look that good, but seriuosly it taste good.
i never knew it till i tried.
and it's some japanese dish. (:


black pepper lamb.


i forgot what was this. i think it was some meat cooked with dried chillis.
you see, i don't eat spicy food.


the master chef. (:
in progress doing his yummy rolls.


everyone attacking the food.


the chef. posing with his creations. :)

so happenly, my wisdom tooth grew out. Which means, my jaw hurts so bad that it's so hard for me to comsume anything. It's so suffering looking at good food but having trouble eating it.
:( boo..
i still manage to eat some food, tahaning the pain, but enjoying the taste.
the price we pay for food. hehe.
and up till now, it still hurts so badly.
wanna cry.
i can't really eat. and if i so, it's really really slow.
urgh.

owh, and my uncle's daughter is so adorable. (:
i couldn't help snapping pictures of her.

look. sooooo cute!
She has this very nice rosy cheeks and a lil "ah-moh-lang" look because she grew up in UK.
And she has dual citizenship.
Unfair.

This is a lil random, but it's so witty coming from vanora, this three year old girl.

" Did you get birthday cake on your birthday?"
" Yea. (: "
" So did you blow the candles?"
" No. i blew the fire on the candles. Not the candles."

so smart. i cannot tahan. (:

The Funniest Thing

Badminton was all good yesterday. (:
Because, i get to burn fats. and play and laugh like some sort of crazy women.
i don't get why too. so don't ask.
owh. But i forgot to visit the Monkey in Ming Tien and those doggies in the pet shop.

Instead..

I.DROVE.MANUAL.
zhen quan's car. amazing that both of them Trusted me to drive.
lol. seeing the fact that the engine died-ed almost ten times while trying to reverse the car from the parking. ( actually i am NOT that bad. but they made me laugh so much that i just forget every single step. that's why )

anyway. it was fun driving manual, although utterly embarrasing. no kidding. (:
but i we had a good laugh.
good entertainment.

and fung keng was so nice to drive all the way from Help Uni to Sunway to teman me eat lunch at pyramid's Mcd when he already had his lunch.
haha. and i made him order so much, ending up only eating fries and ice cream.
oopsie.


I must start to study, and not to be so blur in class, and to check my online work weekly, and buy my needed texts, and print needed materials, and practise my piano, and walk the dog, and house chores, and the rangers thing..

I am so loaded with work but am so lazy to start. :(
help me.


ooo. jord's coming back in one more day. :)
tomorrow to be exact.
glee*

Just a sweet lil something. to share. :)
go ahead and read it.


A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly
jar from its hiding place in the closet.

She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes.

Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.

She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!

"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."

" I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.

" His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"

"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening a little.

"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it costs."

The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"

" I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money."

" How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago .

"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly.

"And it's all the money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."

"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents---the exact price of a miracle for little brothers. "

He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the miracle you need."

That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed free of charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well.

Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.

That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"

Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost...one dollar and eleven cents ... plus the faith of a little child..

Someone just had to make my day bad.

ish. :( *grumbles*
someone stole my Rm50 from my wallet yesterday.
worst still, in church.
i am very much sure bout that.
i just cant believe it happened.



ish.ish.ish.




i.still.don't.get.this.



i'm not happy at all at the moment.
plus the coming so early to uni just for one lecture.
made me worse.
i want Mcd's choco top.
or maybe Mc flurry Oreos. :)
to make my day.

i guess i am emo again.
plus the excruciating pain in the stomach.
doesn't help at all.


forget it.




"I set out on a narrow way, many years ago,
hoping I would find true love, along the broken road.
I got lost a time or two, wiped my brow and kept pushing through,
I couldn't see how every sign, pointed straight at you.

But every long lost dream, led me to where you are,
others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars,
pointing me on my way, into your loving arms,
this much i know, is true,
that God blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you."
~Bless the broken road. Rascall Flatts~

currently addicted to this song.
can't get it out of my mind.

i like viewing the blog from a flat panel com in monash com lab. :)
but blogging here is too public.
too many eyes.

i'm bored now, thanks to the one and a half hours break between classes.
and that the fact none of my friends have classes on fridays.
boo.

sigh. wish me luck for the rest of the time left.

back to reality.no fun.

read the title. back to schooling uni life.
urghh. no more hols. no more relaxation.
no more sleeping late in the nice cozy bed, but waking up in the bitter cold morning.
and further more, tough. :(
boo.
everything is practically thrown to you to deal yourself.
i miss college life. where we get spoon feed. :)
reality kicks in.
but i'm not so feeling it yet, cuz it just started.
soon though.

went out with lynn once more before my precious holidays were gone last friday.
the usual one u. shopping. ;p
and i happily bought four tops.
i got a big sleeve top!
and O'briens again.
yea, both of us are addicted to them.
those yummy sandwiches plus chips.
:)




yummylicious?

uni's not all bad though.
now i meet karl son zhen quan thiam beng on a daily basis.
gonna become crazy soon. lol.
just joking. :)

foosball is coming in to my life again.
i can smell those rods. urgh.
yet addiction.

so far, the lecturers are all not too bad.
i think my accounts lecturer is pretty interesting as a matter of fact. :)
good news, cuz i might be stuck with him three years long.
if i major in accounting, which is an 80 percent yes.
other lecturers are okay too.
just hoping for a good year ahead.
and the good results too.

back to the nintendo ds. so addictive.
hah.